Devious Journal Entry
EuphoricNew account.
Yessir.
Again.
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Once upon a dying mans dreamsLike a shadow he sits Crouched on the pavement Back against a wall Clothes torn and dirty Hair tangled and mattedOnce upon a dying mans dreams
But he could care less
Cars pass him In a whirlwind of noise and colour People give him a pitying look Some drop change Others press onwards Not caring for the empty shell That was once a man
His heart is broken Nought but fragments Lost among the litter alongside him
The rain breaks free Bouncing off the concrete Like a thousand tears, echoing his emotions Skyward he lo
CompletionDroplets fly every which way Splattering upon the bleak whiteness, shining In the light of the setting sun As it sinks slowly to the horizon Barely visible through the grimy windows But he pays no attention to the fading light The oncoming darknessCompletion
So absorbed is he in his thoughts His everchanging thoughts. So different from the ones Of yesterday
Then, he thought he knew what was going on And how it would all turn out Now he has no idea Of what's happening He simply follows his instinct As it encourages him Instructing h
Fearful ExpectationsIt's true I'll admit it I'm afraid of love.Fearful Expectations
Afraid of loving someone
Who doesn't love me back And simply doesn't care How the wounds he inflicted
Run like poison through my veins Killing me on the inside Afraid of having my emotions Warped Controlled Directed By somebody else Like a child's plaything Able to be thrown aside when they tire Of playing their cruel games Afraid... No. Terrified Of rejection
I'm just not ready
To fling my heart out into the world And bring it back
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We fear violence less than our own feelings.
Personal, private, solitary pain is more
Terrifying
Than what anyone else can inflict.
- Jim Morrison
Blame my friends
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Dream as if you'll live forever. Live as if you'll die today - James Dean
^ ^
What kind of camera do you use?
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Dream as if you'll live forever. Live as if you'll die today - James Dean
I use Canon. But I'm upgrading at Xmas to a better DSLR so better stuff on its way hopefully.
C:
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When you reach that place, where no one else has been, that is where you will find peace.
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Dream as if you'll live forever. Live as if you'll die today - James Dean
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